Sunday, March 30, 2008
A Broken Heart
Dr. Hawkins finished the procedure and came over to talk to Tom and I who were sitting to the side of her room while all this was happening. He said he tightened the SANO and adjusted the cannula in her heart and after that they tried to take her off ECMO again and she failed. He said it appears that her heart muscle just is not strong enough to do the work on her own. At this point they will be running a few more tests, trying any last ditch efforts they can do to see if they can find anything new. Dr. Hawkins said that this is bad and that he is sorry. Tomorrow or the next day we will be deciding when the best time will be to take her off the ECMO machine and let her go. I know our Heavenly Father is watching over her and us and that this is his will and I believe, Gracie's choice to go back to heaven. We love our Gracie Girl so much and appreciate all the love and concern that has come our way, we feel lifted up by your prayers. They are comforting us at this difficult time.
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I don't know what to say. I am so sorry. I hope you are finding some comfort. Brynn
I know that many people have fasted and prayed today for little Gracie. I am sure Heavenly Father is near and angels are surrounding her. Our thoughts and prayers are turned to you and your family.
Michele, words can not express how I am feeling, I'm so sorry this has happened to you. I know this has changed our family and I'm so glad she came even for this short time. You are a strong mother and I'm sure this will make you stronger. Please let us know if there is anything we can do, although I know there is not much. We love you and support you... and always will.
I can't even express how deeply we are saddened to come home from church today and find this news. Jake specifically was worried about how you and Tom are doing? We have grown to truly love your little Gracie so much. We know that if she does return to our Heavenly Father soon it's only because she is too special to be gone from His presence for very long. Our prayers will continue to be sent your way during this emotional and spiritual time. May The Comforter be by your side and sustain you all.
I am so sorry. We are praying for your family during this hard time. Gracie truly is one of our Lords most elite with a very special mission. Thank you baby Gracie for blessing our lives!!
We are so sorry. Please know that we love you and that we are here to help you in any way we can. Love, Amy
so so sorry to hear this news. You have done all you can for little Gracie and hope you have peace knowing that. Her life IS in the Lords hands..I will continue to pray for you all. Please know I am here and will do anything for your family.
Oh Michele I am so sad for you all. I don't know what to say. I'm just so sorry. Camden just said a sweet prayer for your family. Gracie is a little angel.
Tom and Michele,
Words cannot express how sorry we were to hear of your news today. We are praying for your strength as you have to endure the next few days...(months and years)We hope you get some comfort is knowing that Heavenly Father chose you to have this Celestial little one in your family. She is such a blessing and has touched so many lives. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and we will help in anyway possible. XOXOX
The Blackham's
We are Ian's family, and have felt so close to your story as we have followed it through Brynn and Kaidence's family. We love you and are praying for you at this time. We know angels are close, and pray Ian can be one of them to lift your family through this time.
Tom and Michele -With all the faith exercised through fasting and prayer of wanting her to stay with us, the Lord must really need her strong spirit on the other side. What a journey ya'll have had to endure. Know that we love you and continue to think and pray for you. Love, Kristi M.
My heart is broken for you. You are in our prayers and thoughts. I remeber one time in the PICU with Kaidence and I asked Mike "Do you think that Kaidence will be OK?" Now I already new the answer that I wanted to hear and as my husband part of me expected him to tell me what I wanted to hear. He looked at me and said "Either way she will be OK, it is us that will have a hard time." For a moment I was angry with him but then I quickly realized that he was right. Either way Kaidence would be OK. I knew that if she was with her Father in Heaven that she would be more than ok. These little ones are very special.
With Hope and Love,
Shauntelle
Kaidence's Mommy
We are praying for you at this incredibly difficult time. She is definitely a special spirit with a purpose known but to God. I've been hoping for a miracle for little Gracie, and still am. The miracle may end up presenting itself in a different way though. I pray that you and your family will be able to withstand the days to come.
I know that in the dedication of Primary Children's hospital, it was said that angels would be assigned to each child. I know that you have an angel assigned to you, and that you also have an angel right there in the flesh. What a blessing she is.
I cannot stop the flow of tears as I am unable to comprehend what you are going through. Just know that you are not alone, and neither is Gracie. Kiss her for all of us bloggers...
Tami
Gracie has such a special spirit you can just feel if from her pictures. We are so sorry!! You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Tom, Michelle and family,
We are so sorry. We love you all and we will keep praying for you to have the peace and strength you need at this time. Gracie is so beautiful and she has taught us all so much!
Love,
The Mortensens
Words cannot express how sad we are for you. We have been profoundly touched and inspired by Gracie and by the way your family has come together with faith and with love. Thank you for sharing her with us. We love you guys! We love Gracie and will continue to pray for her and for your family.
Love Natalie and Alan
Oh, no. I am so sorry. Her mission was to come to earth and gain a body, she has already done much more than that for your family, I'm sure. We will always be here for you all. I can't even round up the right words for what I am feeling inside. Just know that you have so many people around you that love you so much.
Tom, Michele, Max, Taylor and Cali-
This experience has touched our lives. That is just one of the miricles in this situation. We do not know the Lord's plan in all of this and cannot understand it-but we do understand that He is overseeing all of it!!! It is our sincere prayer that he will continue to hold you close in the days to come and that you will know of his love for your family and this sweet spirit. Also, that you can feel the love we have for your family. Much love and prayers are being sent your way from San Diego, California-Tim and Shari (Tiff's Parents)
Oh my heart is breaking for you guys reading this post. I am so sorry. Please know that we are praying for you for peace and comfort at this time.
Many thoughts and Prayers,
Pam and Rhett
I had to re-read your post 5 times before it actually sunk in to what I was reading.I am still in disbelief. I too join all those that are pryaing for a miracle.
I am praying for much needed stregnth for your family.
I am really sorry.
Hugs,
Angel Hope's mommy
Carolyn
Tom and Michele,
You are both amazing parents! Gracie will be an active part of your family's life each day, whether it is from here or the other side of the veil. With all the prayers that have been offered in her behalf, this must truly be God's plan for her.
We will continue to pray for you all!
Chris and Cami LIndquist
Gracie is such a beautiful girl. You are such a special famly. You are in our thoughts at this difficult, painful time. No one should have to lose children, but unfortunately many of us do. We are here for you when/if you want to talk to others....
Melissa Andrew
Angel Elaine's mom
Intermountain Healing Hearts Angels
I just keep thinking of the pictures of Gracie and her family and how much she tried to interact with each family member and it would seem to show her enthusiasm and love to be a member of your family. You have given her a great gift - a body and a wonderful eternal family. I know God knows best and we must accept his will, but I still hope and pray God will give you more time with your sweet daughter. Love the Lewis Family
Brother and Sister Gledhill,
We have been reading your blog, and we fasted for you as a family today. We hope you may have comfort as you go through this time. You are in our prayers.
Tanner and the Skousen family
Michele,
I have been thinking a lot about you and your family. Gracie is beautiful. Stay strong. We love you guys. Julie
It is so hard to know what to say. My heart is broken too. I feel such a sadness right now, but I am so touched by the strength and faith of your family. Gracie and her journey has touched me in ways I cannot put into words. You and your family are such an inspiration to all of us! I know our lives are forever changed by Gracie. She truly is an angel. We are continuing to pray for her and for all of you. We love you!
Love - Robb, Marci, Kade, Tanner and Collin
I just wish I knew what to say. You're all still in our prayers & know that Heavenly Father will do what is meant for sweet Baby Gracie!
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